it 27 dec

yes yes yessss

it 27 dec 2010

it my birthday

it my day

in this day i will be 21 this years

it mean i am already in matured ages

im not teenage anymore im an adult now..

so i must act and think like 1

i know wat is bad wat is wrong

can see more..

head are a bitr openthan before

can see more thing

darling,,i will be good this time....

thx for the wishes....

Pasar malam

ye ye so happy go pasar malam with my love 1,

every day if got free time me and may ling go to nearest pasar malam in KL

monday,didnt go far cz pasar malam is so near my house.

tuesday,we attack 2 pasar malam at taman pertama and jalan bagsawan

wednesday,also got 2 pasar malam,at desa petaling and tman enterpertnur kuchai..

thurday,we go to OUG near jln klang lama

friday,just pasar malam at home(im go alone) cz usually she go back to melaka already..

waa so happy ,wat we just buy food at pasar malam,food,food,food,hehehe

she love food,

mayling,mayling.my darlin..

Bad dream

my friend said if u dream about water u will get money

yah i dream about water lately and yaa i got some money(get money from work)

but i still dun believe that dream can give a sign

tday morning my girl told me that she dream about not staying with me..

not see me again but see me with his friend..

the dream like we were separated already.

wat that sign..hmm but i just buat dunno je..hahaha

u know wat something happend at the afternoon

we were fighting,gaduh-gaduh..make eachother sad

damn is this the sign of her dream last night. fuck...

but now we ok already..do u believe in dream

last time i also dream about not seeing her anymore..

and after woke up yah we fighting...hmmm

dream really tell something...

now i believe

DREAM.....

stay or extend

dun know why but i dont think they giveme what i want..

dun know wat i pay for..

the people in there suck.. always think they are the best but reality there are the worse

should i become like them to survive there. or should i QUIT..

but i cant quit..i have my family faith..

so i call my teacher..he was a lecture there but now resign because political in

here so so so ................

hes the best teacher i know...feel kinda lost without him run the class

soi call him..and he give me advise..iu choose to stay here..

and try again and maybe make a simple changes..

maybe it will work...

sabar je lah

Shop oversea...

yeah...today i know how to buy and shop from overseas

i know how to shop from paipai.com n taobao.com

and i know hhow to make the item arrived until my door step

ill find it my self. look at forum n alot of page i opened.

last time i look may ling buy from taobao..but feel shy to asked how..

now i already know how..so next time dun trouble her lah..

later can suprise her buy the thing from there n she dun know ..hahahahahhahah

.sayang dia.

thx mayling cz help me n teach me all of this...

WHY ME!!

why this happen to us,
to ME
insecure.... WHY STILL HAVE IT!!!!!!!!!1111

WHY WHY WHY.....

knp nk ad rasa mcm ni dgn i.......

WHY WHY WHY.....

who iam to u..it really nothing ke?
or still dun know who iam
am I a MISTAKE?

do i make mistake..........

do i flirting!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOO ...

maybe this is pembalasan of my past...
damn it.........
sad..anger..kecewa...rindu..x boleh tido..sakit kaki,

argH!!!!!!!!!

5:07am

hari ke2 cuti sem Rabu 30/12

huh!!
dah 2 hari cuti
sgt bosan rasa..so keluar je la sgn kawan2.pg sila,karaoke
duit pun abis...adoi.. membazir je keje...

dlm berseronok ni..hati tetap teringat pd seseorang
MAY LING ,MAY LING, MAY LING

kenapa la rindu sgt ni...baru 2 hari x jumpa ni
mungkin impak balik dari melaka x hilang lg kot..

ak menagis la pulak dalam bas..hahahahaha
cool la feeling mase tu..

rasa cinta,hahahaa

xnk cakap lg la malu pulak...

skrg tgh tunggu may ling on9..rindu nk tgk dia..haaa dia da on9
caww.